I suppose I can tough it out for a bit. After all, November 11th isn't so far away. I'm just exhausted with this life I'm living; I feel so boring, so ordinary. This is the part of my life that they would leave out of the movie, the part where nothing happens. The part where I take a walk around Target to put my mind at ease and I pretend I'm going to buy something. The part where I sit in my car and think about nothing in particular and amaze myself with thoughts...
A co-worker asked what I do for fun---honestly, I had no answer. My life is so dull. I work, I eat, I sleep. I need a change. Having weekends off sucks when you have no friends.
And on a final note, I dreamt that I had a pet bear that drank vanilla lattes. That's me, a tired bear who's too busy to hibernate. I need some time for myself besides these few hours before bed./: I'd like the life of an bear with no priorities.
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If only bears had no priorities too(They got to eat also:P) But I know what your getting at. Life of a working adult sucks, but I prefer it to school. Most the times I rather be working then sitting at home doing nothing. Since we last saw each other, my social life was going great and getting better. I am also a step closer to getting in the Air Force. I go to MEPS in a couple of weeks, and I am Moving on. Going forward with my life. But since March, my social life has waned and I really don't talk to much people and maybe hang out with friends 3 or 4 times a month, when I'm not busy with work. I just stay in shape and now I have to eat and gain weight. I feel like the turkey getting ready to be slaughtered for Thanksgiving. I have a ton of food I must eat and I gotta work out. You also say you don't have any friends. If I'm not working, call me, text me, or hit me up on skype and we can talk( I got more stories, haha)(757-641-3086). And too the previous post, even if people go away and leave them, you can never let them go. The have influenced the way you think and act. I for sure see a more mature women then I first met(and I hope I had some help with that). And for me, I am a little more childish then I use to be(I have more fun now) and I thank you for that. But I googled your name and read some old post where I use to use somewhat clever little names(so I'm doing it again)
Adios mi amiga
Little Bear, Brad, Malone, LB, B, and along with the other names I am called. (Bryant stills sound so weird to me)
P.S. When I google my name, I wish It wouldn't all be Basketball Players for I hate that game so much.
Also, I put my original Name I was know as first in light of this Post, haha :P
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