Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Love is selfish

     I just finished watching the movie Salt and I will admit that I began to tear up when she stood there and watched her husband drown. I mean I understand that it was done for the greater good of the American people, but I would have saved my husband. As selfish as it is, I would still save him because he is the person I promised to spend the rest of my life with, and because I love him. I can't get into more depth than that...
     I tried looking up the quote I wanted from the movie, but that was a failure. It went something like this, "I remember something Michael told me about spiderwebs. He said that he was the web and that I was the spider that lived on top of it. He said that anytime I needed him, all I had to do was string up a bit of web. He told me to remember how much he loved me everytime I saw a spiderweb..."
     It made me sad when she spoke these words, beause all I could see was her husband drowning and her there, waiting patiently. Though it seemed that today was filled with this kind of sadness, everyone else but me was in such a downer mood. I walked to the post office alone and on my way ran into a familiar looking older dude named Chase who had beautiful eyes and a volumous beard. We had small talk and then I went on my way to the post office. My favorite post office person was taking care of my package and two letters, he asked where Kasey was and I said with her boyfriend. He gave a response something like, "Ah. The old ditched for the boyfriend routine." Made me smile.(:
     I ended up getting blistered feet and then hung out with Chase. (Not the one I just met, the one over yonder in the side bar of people.) We started off yelling at each other, then talking, then both being in his sweater which was really funny.(x And then the little one (Kayla, I believe) hugged my leg! It was the most adorable thing ever. After I went in, I ate, Kasey came over and was upset about her teeth and then left... Now here I am, thinking about the day and hoping that I chose the right thing. You know, my husband's life over the security of the United States. xD Whoever you are husband, I love the shit outta you.<33