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     The world map to my right is falling to it's demise. It just dropped a little bit further and startled me. I suppose this is a sign. I'm sorry. It's long gone now.

i love you

dear passion you are like the missing piece of my pie. you make me smile over alot of of stupid shit. so right now i am watching chase hug you and it looks funny because its you. i love to laugh at you. its great. please take a seat  you said... ON MY DICK... that would be something chase would say but all he did was just stare at you. (:

hello  kitty

thats right  i just put a random picture in this blog 

well i love you passion 

hugs with no kisses

 

                                        love your jigglypuff,

                                              kasey smith

God makes wishes too

Last night:
     I've seen snow before, but I've never seen the actual action of snowing. I went outside and walked around as the flurries of snow fell from the sky. I smiled; I felt as though God was blowing a giant dandelion puff over the city. I wonder what he wished for, eternal life?

This morrow:
     What little snow remained on the ground from last night is now melting away, sadly. Sigh. It's suppose to snow again today. Hopefully it stays with me, well the ground really. So I thought, does this mean God's wish doesn't come true?

Before I perish...

I hope to accomplish a majority of these things.

(Not in any particular order)

1. Live past 2012
2. Participate in the CSS program
3. Join the Peace Corps*
4. Travel to every state in U.S.
5. Travel to every continent on Earth
6. Travel to every country in the world
7. Try a food whose name I cannot pronounce
8. Meet Michael Cera
9. See Kimya Dawson live
10. See She & Him live
11. Get Alesana to autograph something for Kasey
12. Write a great book
13. Keep this blog forever(:
14. Take up photography
15. Learn to draw the human form
16. Get multiple tattoos (with meaning)
17. Get a monroe
18. Get a belly button piercing
19. Learn to speak Spanish more fluently 
20. Spend at least a month in every Spanish-speaking country
21. Learn a third language
22. Learn something useful everyday
23. Invent something
24. Adopt-a-highway
25. Adopt a pet
26. Adopt a child
27. Register to vote
28. Vote in every [residential election
29. Participate in the community
30. Graduate high school
31. Go to college*
32. Complete college*
33. Get married (Once)
34. Have children
35. Be a good mom
36. Have a bilingual household
37. Inspire someone
38. Do a marvelous canvas painting
39. Donate a dishwasher
40. Cook nearly everyday
41. Build something
42. Personalize everything
43. Befriend a homosexual
44. Create a new food
45. Paint a mural
46. Purchase a famous painting
47. Own an exotic pet
48. Grow giant sunflowers
49. Start a business
50. Do a radio shout out
51. Meet my family in Puerto Rico
52. Visit my family in Chicago
53. Keep in touch with good friends
54. Reunite with people from my past
55. Forgive
56. Organize
57. Disorganize
58. Exercise
59. Run at least one marathon every year
60. Create a million dollar doodle
61. Travel by boat
62. Own a Volkswagen Camper
63. Own a moped
64. Be on television
65. Write a song
66. Compose music
67. Own multiple types of old technology
68. Make a fashion statement
69. Model (again)
70. Plant a tree
71. Beautify the world
72. Become strong enough to start a lawn mower
73. Discover something
74. Educate people
75. Eliminate (or reduce) the use of hand sanitizer
76. Own a zebra chair
77. Throw an amazing surprise party
78. Build a treehouse
79. Own a two story home
80. Have a girlfriend
81. Own a thoroughbred animal
82. Get wrinkles from excessive smiling
83. Write a better will
84. Periodically update that better will
85. Stop cussing
86. Stop buying notebooks I don't need
87. Write and illustrate a children's book
88. Make a stop-motion film
89. Fill a piggy bank
90. Understand calculus
91. Learn why watches never stay on time
92. Read more
93. Complete the Vampire Chronicles series
94. Expand my vocabulary
95. Sky dive
96. Snowboard
97. Ski
98. Water ski
99. Scuba dive
100. Understand a televised sport and enjoy watching it
101. Learn the inner-workings of cars
102. Learn to drive a stick-shift
103. Experience a fire
104. Survive a zombie apocalypse
105. Write a song about Thanksgiving
106. Learn to ballroom dance
107. Learn sign language
108. Graffiti something public
109. Own a dessert restaurant
110. Get a complete tan
111. Randomly punch someone who deserves it
112. Stand up for someone
113. Stand up for myself
114. Shave all my hair off
115. Look up the 12 original amendments
116. Learn how to hula hoop dance
117. Have a therapist
118. See the supernatural or non-human existences
119. Get a driver's license
120. Learn astral projection
121. Get 00 gauges
122. Read the entire Bible
123. Crowd surf
124. Try a veggie burger from Burger King
125. Be a vegetarian for more than a month
126. Become a volunteer firefighter
127. Work at Target
128. Join a branch of the military*
129. Become president of the United States
130. Go to a rave
131. Etch a family member's name from the Vietnam memorial
132. Take a trip to D.C. on my own
133. Surf
134. Add to the chewing gum wall in Seattle, Washington

* conditional wants

red : completed goal

Additional information:

     I plan to periodically add goals, remove them, cross out completed goals, and the like. Every time I accomplish a goal, I will blog about it that day with the title of each entry like this: "Goal #45235: Eat Cheese"

If you have any suggestions, I'd love to hear em! ENJOY!(:

"Since the emotion is no longer existent."

I told you I'd be back.
     I guess I was wrong. Ouch, that hurt a lot. Second time I'm crying today. Well at least this was more worth it, not just a lame test I didn't end up taking. I hate when you call me Passíon, you make me feel like a child. Like you're this great big person looking down on me. I can hear you saying it too, and it makes me grind my teeth. And when I tell you I hate it you never fail to bitterly mutter, "Well what am I supposed to call you?!?" But it was all a misunderstanding, I believe... I hope.
     One truly recent photograph.
     Quite upsetting but I'm okay now. I'm done crying, I think.
     Goodnight world and all its inhabitants!

P.S. Lately, I have been waking up to Free by Mike Mains & the Branches. Just had to note that.