Blog addiction

It saddens me when my favorite blogs don't update as much as they used to.

*Sigh*

Why can't they be this calm all the time? It's cute.<3

I want, I want, I want!







This isn't a usual blog for me.

Butttttt, I found these two extremely lovely dresses at this web address below. They're cute, aren't they? And vintage looking. Gotta love that. :D They would look just perfect with those shoes....
http://www.dearcreatures.com/index2.html 

These shoes were on the Seed Store blog. I don't know what brand they are./: But I'm dying to get the blue ones! Maybe the pink ones? Nahhh. But I'll take the red ones. xD I'll put the link up later if I find the brand.(: Okay, so I found that the brand is called Swedish Hasbeens and they are quite expensive for shoes...well I've actually seen worse prices... I think these would be worth it! :D Oh and here's credit where it's due: http://www.swedishhasbeens.com/

P.S. The blue ones are sexy as a mug! (My mother uses that phrase: "as a mug")

Oh man, I almost paid three times as much for these at hottopic.com! I'm glad I found them cheaper: http://www.bodyjewelrysource.com/ I'm hoping to size up to a 00 and get these amongst others, so I have a variety! I hope I can find more that I liked from hot topic here, like the Panda ones for Charmander, and these for Kasey and myself: Whales, white with glow-in-the-dark lightnining blots, penguins, octupi with mustaches, cute octupi , dinosaurs, glow-in-the-dark tapers, metallic hot pink zebra, cute owls, koi, and many many more cute plugs!(: Oh not to mention that I want my belly button pierced, (already got the piercing) a monroe, and maybe a lip ring (or stud) adjacent to the side with the monroe. And tattoos, don't forget them puppies. Ha ha ha! 

What's a girl without a fancy camera? I'll tell you, not me! :D Just kidding. I just really want a good quality camera for everything. I'm not too into photography but I'm starting to get into it. I'm always playing with Kasey's camera so I figure, why not get my own and stop mooching?(: This particular camera is a Canon EOS Rebel XS Digital Camera with 18-55 mm Lens. Sounds snazzy, don't it? ;D I hope one day soon that this pretty little puppy is in the palms of my hands! One day, if not for a holiday or anniversary of my birth, I will save up enough money somehow. With considerations to college and all that. And of course I have to credit whence the photo came: http://www.pcrichard.com/catalog/product.jsp?modelNo=REBELXS1855K&CID=AFC_Pricegrabber&gdftrk=gdfV2677_a_7c796_a_7c3134_a_7cREBELXS1855K

I want the most beautiful flowers in the world: Sunflowers. They are simple yet elegant. Simply elegant. Though it is ironic or rather coincidental, that the photograph of these lovelies is from the Telegraph, a British paper. (http://www.telegraph.co.uk/gardening/5540994/How-to-grow-sunflowers.html) I say this because I started off the school year doing a project which required me to use that newspaper. Ah, it's strange how everything is slightly connected, isn't it?

Well that ends this selfish post.
(:

Stick to your guns

     I learned a great lesson in not letting go of what you believe in. Remember that post in which I was complaining immensely about taking SOL tests? (This one.) Well I finally got what I wanted and deserved. I am exempt from all SOL tests because all my complaining made my counselor research the TAKS tests, and find that my scores were acceptable substitutes. There is nothing better than fighting for what you believe in, especially if you are right.
     The result of this hassle I have been though just to not take eleven tests, will be my influence to create an amendment to the U.S. Constitution that would allow for a national standardized test. Not state standardized but NATIONAL standardized. I know that no kid wants to take a dang test, ever; but I know that it is a necessary part of our education system. This nationwide standardized test, including military bases and territories, would make it easier fro children and young adults of military families, troubled households, and people who just move all the time. I would not negatively effect anyone, as there would be little to no change in procedure and administration of the new test as the old ones. This will have a positive effect on the national standard of learning, so we can have all the students at the same level. Sounds marvelous, doesn't it? Ah, but back to what I was saying: stick to what you are passionate about.
     People who do not have something to strive for everyday need to find something. Every person can make a difference if you allow your voice to be heard. Do not conform to the norm; be the black sheep in a flock of white. Find what it is that you love with all your being and run with it. And when you're right, complain until justice is served!
     The next thing I need to work on is the SAT but--as determined as I am--that should be no problem at all. Goodnight blogger world. Take care and remember to stick to your guns, they're the best you've got.

If my thoughts could ignite a flame

I'd be able to melt the polar ice caps.

     Do you remember who I am? Because I don't. I get as close as I can to touch anything, but there will always be particles between me and myself, between you and me, between eye and eyelid. I like the feel of the molecules between my finger tips and the keys of my netbook. Weird to say or rather, to type.
     I miss a lot. I know that I'm going to cry sixty-percent of the time while I'm in Texas. I'm am definitely going to cry when I get seen off by one of the most amazing people in the world.</3
     I'm in a disappearing mood. I want to leave everything. I want to start new. I want to sever all ties. I want to go to you and look straight in your face for a few seconds before looking at my feet and muttering "goodbye". The tears will hit the toes of my shoes and I'll look up at you one more time before walking away at a fast pace. There are very few things I want to take with me: Pawlie, Sophia (my vihuela), a small suitcase of clothes, and a large jacket. My hair is bleached blonde with some brown streaks from the roots, I'm wearing a denim button-up, large sunglasses, a sun hat with a sunflower on the right side, my sexy jeans (ha), brand new boots, and a matching waist belt. In my left hand I am carrying a business-like suitcase with my jacket folded over it and my right hand is holding Sophia. On my back is my little backpack with Pawlie, a few important documents, money, and such inside. I want to disappear....

     Yet, I don't know myself.

Eyelashes and magic 8-balls

     Twice, I have made the same wish on eyelashes and twice they have not left my finger. Once, I asked a question dealing with the wish to a magic 8-ball and it replied, "Signs point to yes." So in my mind it's still a no. I believe that even if I had three "yes" responses on an 8-ball, eyelash wishes are more powerful. I know it sounds silly but it's what I believe.
     I'm nearly an adult yet I still wish on eyelashes, dandelion puffs, and the first star in the sky at night. I ask for advice from 8-balls, horoscopes, and fortune cookies. I cry as the result of my thoughts, my dreams, and the small things people say. I'm nowhere near being grown-up.
     I mean look at me, I'm five feet tall and a senior in high school. (This is the part where you chuckle to yourself.)
     On a serious note, I enjoy the happiness. But who doesn't? Just to clarify though, I'm not talking about happiness. I speak of the happiness. The happiness and happiness are two completely different ideas. Happiness can be derived from anything, anything. Someone smiling at you can make you experience happiness. Finding a ten dollar bill on the ground can allow you to experience happiness. The happiness is what you feel between the people you're around, there's nothing more I can say to explain it.

The happiness is just the happiness.